Why???

This article here really caught my intention. France apparently want to ban women to wear a burka (aka tudung/hijab). My question to the France...WHY???

I'm a Muslim, so maybe I'm a little bit bias, but I'm sure in a modern society, freedom of speech and expression is so very important, and so too the human rights. If the bikinis (sometimes topless) is allowed in public places, why covering yourself is a "symbol" of an oppression against women. Why the government want to control what people should be wearing? It up to the individual rights to do whatever their pleases with their life, as long as it's not a crime. When the hell "dress code" part of the crime anyway...

When I was in Manukan last year, me and my friend (and many more ppls on that island) encounter a tourist who's swimming and sunbathing topless! Malaysia is a Muslim country, and yes many KKrian is Christian, but we still Asian, we don't just go around topless on the beach! But out of the respect their culture (even though I don't think she respect ours), we just mind our own business and cared less about them.

It's all about respect and understanding people, no word is needed... or a freaking law!! If you think Muslim women whose wear burka is part of the oppression, maybe you should do a background check on them. I'm sure many educated Muslim women believe wearing a burka or hijab is part of women empowerment nowadays. And if a Muslim women choose to NOT wearing a hijab, it also part of their choice and human rights. We are in 21st century and still there are people from the 19th....

Weekend Roundup

Right now I'm sitting in Starbucks like a rich student or super busy personal try to act 'COOL' with a cup of hot chocolate with Starbucks logo. I don't like coffee, in fact I don't drink coffee...well, except sometimes I drank mocha....it's coffee isn't??? Sure taste like one. But anyway, I rarely go to Starbucks. In fact, this is my only 3rd time, the 1st was in Singapore.... HAHAHAHA... go figure that one out!!! Well, the only reason I'm here now anyway because of the free WiFi they offer, so I can finish write this damn post....which have been postponed for days.... (Well what do you expect of me!!!)

I like to tell you a story about my neighborhood in a 'dark' right now, so I can't online from home, but what the h***, let's continue this post first... ok starto....

As what you (yes, you...there are not alot of ppl actually read this crap!) already knew, I'm not a 'sociable' person, so I rarely going out during the weekend. I like to sit at home watching TV and play games rather than going out looking for parking and line up at the register. But as I grew "older" I want to visit as many places as I can, not shopping mall, or zoos or theme park...if you know what I mean.

So last saturday, I follow my friend and her lab buddies to air terjun (waterfall) in Tangkak, Johor (I don't exactly sure about this but ppls said it's part of Gunung Ledang area). Traveling in a large group of ppls is not my thing (remember, I'm not a PEOPLE person), especially if I don't know who they are. But i just wanna go out, and do 'I've been there and done that' kindda thing.

The climb to the 'prettiest' waterfall is so tiring, I soak in sweat through the half of the journey! But actually, we don't have to climb till that very top of the waterfall because half of the team already camp right in the 'middle', which is 'almost' the same "waterfall effect" as at the top! I'm sweating like a pig, and now I have to go down now!!! Damn!But it's worth it??? Right???

The place they choose is not too bad...except a lot of ppls at the same spot. What do you expect on weekend...during school holidays....

I've a plan to meet with my school friends after this trip, at 9pm. I thought I can make it....but NOPE!! Because I'm not driving my own car, I follow someone else's....I never thought we arrived in JB at 10pm!So, I miss the dinner, and the chatting and the gossip....

The next day, I have an appointment at the beauty shop (coz I bought the coupon). I end up buying their product and the sign up for the long treatment!!! They goes my fees for 2 semester!! I admit I have a very terrible skin (u know right....), and their so lovely and sweet talk....ARGH!!!!!!! I'm in the phase of regreting my decision..... T__T. I hope my mom don't found out about this....

The price to be beautiful.... I wish ppls can see beyond outer looks!!!

Well, what the h***.... Maybe I should stop now, no one is actually reading this right??? Maybe 1 or 2 that didn't give a f*** what happen....plus my so not soooo good grammar....no wonder I'm here...doing nothing... I'm depressed again...ok stop it!!!

Something funny...

While 'browsing' YT, I came to this funny skit by japanese comedian.... You know I love ASIAN show....

Upload by rabilince0912

BTW.... I have 2 more years to 30!!!! I wish live could be simple....

What going on so far...

I know, I know...I've been out for a while. Well, first it was the exam, then the part-time job (add another month, till end of June), so I quite busy you know.

Pi la.... busy konon, macam la CEO!!!
Damn I make fun of myself!!!

Enough with that, so what's going on so far...with me....

My car finally arrive in JB, yeah!!! I used air delivery, by plane not ship, so it super good condition and arrive in just a day. No more late classes and meeting...erm....yeah???

I bought a new laptop, yeah!!! It a HP pavilion DV2 entertainment notebook, the cheapest of the series. It around RM2600 with Vista (I wanna downgrade it, but apparently the retailer nowadays only do "legal" stuff), and I have to dual booting if I wanna XP, but no thanks. Lets corrupt this Vista first!!!
(But seriously guyz, Vista is soooo annoying!!)

I'm listening to Utada new english album. The album is great but the lyrics kindda akwards, mostly because Utada often writes in japanese. But it still awesome! ppls with money, go and buy the album.


(I got the above pic from 1n2dfansub, thanks whose ever posted it there)

I'm crazy about 6 guyz on a trip and got tortured by the production crew to make a funny and hilarious TV show, this is 1박2일 or 2 days 1 night (1n2d). I got tired with tears and hardship of Kdrama, and the lovey dovey teenage Jdorama, so I switch to the super funny variety show! But I still watch kdrama and jdorama, coz it still fun...sometimes, in a very selective way....


Extra bite:

Just finish House, Lost and Heroes. So far the "can't wait for next season" is Lost, wow what an ending! I think because Lost already planned for the END make me drawn in to it again (after skip 2/1?? season). I can't wait for the next season!!!

(Erk... 3 shows...no wonder I don't have time!!!)

After Final....

I wish I can write more, but being a very "poor" student, plus the "age" factor, I can't rest and have my dream holiday as I planned before.

Currently, I'm working part-time in UTM (working student is my status here), doing some paperwork for upcoming system testing and hopefully can continue 'till project end. The lecturer that I'm working for now, said the work maybe take place in a month, which is perfect for me as I need to prepare for my project master as well.

Well, looks like I'm gonna be invincible for a while...

Final Exam - Day 3

I've never expected much from TCS (theory of computer science)....this is just not my 'thang', really! I've never understood what the hell is TCS, even though I never miss any classes and read .... well, I do read the text book. I found a solution in answering the TCS's questions, from test1, test2 and final .... by memorizing solutions from examples and problems. It works OK, but if there any changes in the question, maybe just a bit like instead of {0,1} now its a {0,1}*; I'll definitely take a whole 2 hours exam to answer that one question. Thank God, almost all question in the final I'd had studied before. Unfortunately, I can't remember it all!! In fact, I only remembered about 20% of what I studied last night (I slept just for 2 hours!!!). Me and my brain; aku rasa aku banyak terminum semut kot!!!

3 down, 1 more to go!!!!

Final Exam - Day 2

I know it wednesday, and officially it a 3rd day of the final, but for me it's a 2nd day coz today is my 2nd subject. I really need to get an A on this subject.... but sadly, it's not gonna happen. After 2 subjects, I suddendly regreting my decision to continue my study!!! Because frankly, I'm SUCK!!! At studying, memorizing, reading books...I SUCK at academia!!! I should just take damn lousy boring JOB!!!!!

On Friday, I'm facing yet another 'what-the-hell' imposible subject to score. What the heck, I better start memorizing the possible questions and answer now. If I don't, I send a blank paper! Oh, no no no no no!!!!!

Final exam - Day 1

It officially a doomsday, today.

The questions is super damn confusing!!! Not hard, but very confusing, which make it more harder to answers. And why suddenly it has a lot explaining, what it is or what is that, advantages and that kindda thing questions!!! I do read the book, and the slides...but hell no I'm gonna remember it!! You see, I DON'T read....because EVERYTHING, I mean EVERYTHING gonna be washed away when I turn to the next page! That's why I sucked during my undergrad years.... And why the hell again am I doing here!!! Ya Allah, pls help me pass this paper!!!

Next paper is on Wednesday, better start now.... if the question like today, I'll definitely write my frustration here!!! I just need to get it out .... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

It's been a while....

I've been off the blogsphere for a month now, and sadly I've nothing to say. But I don't wanna totally "dead" because of my "blockage", so I wanna try to write something here.

First, lets look of what I've been doing these days. My daily routines is morning classes from Mon-Thurs, sometimes I have class in the afternoon, sometimes I don't. Every week or two, I have assignment to do, and usually the due date is within two weeks. So even I don't have a new assignments this week, I have A LOT waiting in line to be done (procrastination is part of me!!). In fact, within 3 weeks to go before final, I have roughly 5 assignment need to be done, and 1 or 2 maybe start to line-up next week (the question is not up yet). But do not worry, I'll get it done, if not consider my Master goodbye, so I MUST DO IT!!

During weekends, I've no classes, and this is the best time for me to do all my assignments. But again temptation is every where for me, especially I follow certain shows that I LOVE so much and YouTube is up 24/7. If you know me, I mean really really know me, I'm so damn IN LOVE with 1박2일, so every Monday I'll watch the show from the net (this is Sunday show, usually on Monday "nice ppl" will start uploading it on the net). And I also follows Boys over flower Korea version (I'd watch the Taiwan and japan ver, and Hana Yori Dango Japan Ver is the BEST so far), so Tuesday and Wednesday I'll be watching that also (BOF Kor aired on Monday and Tuesday in Korea, so you can found it on the net the next day after it aired). I also DL several Jdorama, and haven't finish it all ( just finish with Mei-Chan No Shitsuji, in line Gokusen 3, Bara no nai hanaya, Love Shuffle and Arifureta Kiseki). Now you see why I don't have time for assignments, let alone blogging!!!

What else I do??? Ehm....nothing really, besides going to Singapore last 2 weeks, I've done nothing interesting. Maybe I should start doing something to achieved my dreams, but what is my dreams actually??? This question I could not answer, as well as these;"What is your goal in life??" or "Picture yourself 20 years form now" or "What you wanna do next??". For the past 10 years of my life, I've been searching the "true" me, what make me happy,...my purpose living in this world...yet, I found nothing. I'm still clueless...

Silent

It's been a while since my last post. Actually, I'm not that busy... as a student, I have A LOT of time to waste! Besides some assignment every week or 2 and classes of course, there is NOTHING else I do here! Frankly speaking, I'm quite bored! My life so far, besides study, assignments and classes has been nothing but sleep, eat and surf online movies. When I think about what I should write in this blog, my mind went blank. Suddenly, I realize something.....I'm a boring person, with nothing 'special' or interesting about me. No wonder I'm SINGLE!!!

And that's why my friends, I've been silent for a while. Not that busy (I actually have a few test last week and...tomorrow!!!), but I had this so called "writer-block", even though I'm just a blogger. Anyway, I'll definitely start to write something...about my horrible experience dealing with UTM management, maybe I'll start tomorrow once the test is over.

Till then...ciao...

Wasting Time...

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Even though I'm not Chinese, but we Malaysian have a wonderful 4 days holiday celebrating Chinese New Year. I usually watch TV a lot during holidays, but somehow nowadays I found TV is boring. My taste is different. I enjoyed JPOP and asian entertainment. I laugh like crazy watching korean variety show. My favourite NO.1 show is not House (NO.2) or Heroes or Grey's, is 1박 2일 (1 night 2 days). So during this loooong holiday, I spend almost 12 hours a day watching X MAN on youtube, for 2 consecutive days (well, my Internet is not that fast). I don't watched all but I really love the "Of Course/Dangyunhaji" game. It's really funny! Here one of my fave round.

upload by yupitsback

P/S: Actually I have tons of assignments to do...but I want to LAUGH, loudly!!!

New place, new life

As you all know, I'm currently a student again. If you currently in the office right now and try to recalled your student years and wonder "oh ya, that's was a GOOD life, full of many great memories. I wish I can go back to that wonderful years", and maybe thought that I was so lucky to be away of stress and politic of the office's life. Well ladies and gentlemen, you're so completely out of the window WRONG!

There is nothing fun or easy being a student again. I now realize why I failed or barely pass most of my subject during my 'bachelor degree' years. I never actually study! Seriously, I study just for exam. I don't know how I actually graduated.

My 'new' life so far has been hard, sometime (well, I do have fun). My schedule is pack from mon-fri, I have tons of assignments to do and some I've no idea how to solve (automata and regular expression is killing me!), I need to figure out my project's title (HEADACHE!!) and find a supervisor, which is hard coz it's difficult to see a lecturer (they always NOT in their room!!), unless before or after class, and I need to find a scholarship or a study loan coz apprently nothing FREE in this world.

No matter how tough my life so far, I know I can survive this. I have to! I'm not passionate enough about study and research and all, but I somehow WANT this. I don't understand myself either...

On the different note, I currently BOYCOTTING all the AMERICAN product whose helping the Israeli attacks to Palestinian. I'll always thought I'm a small person with no impact what so ever to the world, but I still want to help. So, I currently avoiding McD (which my favourite!), coke and Starbucks (and many more once I know the list of products) for a week, and continue for another week and so on, until the killings stop in GAZA. I hope you my friends do the same.

Christmas in Singapore

Again, I wrote this last month!

27/12/2008

Christmas in Singapore

I was in Singapore with a friend, my x-colleague and one of my Jakarta’s partners. The plan was to have a return trip for a day, but it become 1박2일 adventure after hearing people stories about how grand the sales is in Singapore. By means sales, it’s not gonna be like KL. Singapore is famous with ‘super’ brand items, so that what we were aiming for. But before that, we need a place to sleep. Finding one is 2 hours walk for us, by foot, in the central city of Singapore. Well, we didn’t have any plan where to stay, let alone a reservation. The plan was to just go there and eventually we’ll find one, the cheapest hotel, or a hostel; basically we need a cheapest place to stay. Unfortunately we choose the wrong place.

Orchard road in Singapore is famous with line-up of shopping complexes through out the road. When you walk down the road from beginning (we started at Orchard Plaza) to the end at Tanglin Road, all you can see is label of brand items like Chanel, Gucci, YSL, Louis Vutton and many more that I don’t even know. Just imagine you walking at the KLCC and see Gucci, Fendi, Guess and Versace, except that you now seeing all that brand from outside the shopping complex, while you were walking, in every shopping complexes that you pass, through out the road. So, it makes sense that the hotels there are also ‘brand stuff’. We were not prepared with all the ‘wealthy’ stuff there. We were not innocence to think that there will be a budget hotel near by, actually there are. But we’re too stupid to think that we can just go there without a map, and a single clue or even a name of a hotel we were ‘researching’ before we get there. Anyway, after 2 hours of walk, and a crash to a 4/5 stars hotel asking for maps, we were settle at Lloyd’s Inn, next to SHA Villa, along Lloyd road, for S$100 per night (SHA Villa cost around S$150). Translation: around RM240++. There’s goes our budget!

After an hour rest, we head out to the famous Orchard road for some ‘window shopping’ before we decide tomorrow if we actually can afford it. Because it’s Christmas, part of the road was close for a special event, and the road itself was bright, sparkling and colorful with all the lights, trees and Christmas decorations they put along the road. That night, the street were pack with people, I means it has hundred and thousand of people from local to foreigner (mainly Westerner and rich Indonesian), shopping and celebrating Christmas there.

If a budget hotel is hard to find, halal food is even harder. You’ll be thinking like, “come on Singaporean also have Malays mah…so like Malaysia la…everything can eat punya”. You’re super dead WRONG! I already told my friend to eat at Larkin first before entering Singapore, but she said she was full. Nah, we were like fasting that day. Fast food joints like KFC and McD were also not that completely ‘safe’ (I don’t know if you were Singaporean and its still okay on your part) as what Johorian here told me. But when you walk for hours and very very hungry, that’s was our last resort. Again, unfortunately, because of the Christmas celebration and holiday, there were a lot of people that night, and all the McDs (Didn’t saw KFC though, don’t know why) we go were pack with people. Finally we found 3 possibly ‘Halal’ restaurants, a Malay (it close at 9pm, and it 9 already during that ‘searching’ time), an Indian Muslim and Indonesian. We settle at the Indonesian restaurant, and as usual I ordered ‘gado-gado’. That was the expensive ‘gado-gado’ I ever ate!

Tomorrow morning, we checked out at 10am and start our shopping spree after last night ‘observation’. My friend end-up with GUESS wallet costing S$53 and I’m with 2 Dorothy Perkins jeans (which is very suitable with my ass and size) at S$69. Now, if you think that’s cheap please let me know coz we not that ‘familiar’ with these kindda stuff. Besides we treated S$ like RM! Don’t know why, maybe because it’s so near…

After the ‘shopping’ activity end, we were looking for the famous lion, but end-up going to Marina Barrage. I think (coz we just there for a while) the Marina Barrage is an educational + operational place of water processing. The place though (and the view) was amazingly beautiful, so it’s not a waste to go there.

We finally found the lion after checking the map and asking a few people. As tourist usually do, takes some pictures and we plan to go home afterwards. However, we end up taking a short break to Bugis Junction and continue shopping some perfumes there. At first, the perfumes sound cheaper, but once I convert it at home, it almost the same with Malaysian price.

Here’s a tip about going in and out from Singapore. Never do it before and after office hour! We should go out at 8pm, coz boy, every line that you need to queue were looooong (bus, traffic and immigration). We queue up for the bus with the Malaysian worker there at 5pm and arrived at the Singapore immigration around 6pm, queue up again for the bus to Malaysian immigration around 7.15, and arrived at the immigration at 7.45pm, queue up again for bus to Larkin at 8pm, arrived at Larkin around 8.30pm. Usually the whole operation with will take less than an hour.

So next time if you going to Singapore, eat first, if can just sleep in JB and don’t enter (or out) during rush hour!

PICTURES HERE

My "messed up" Life

I wrote this a couple weeks ago!

22^nd December 2008

I don’t know what I wanna do. Seriously, my life is so fucked-up right now that I barely can take my breath. My life before was easy, laid back and simple; exactly what I wanted after my graduation. But I never satisfy with that, I still felt emptied and unhappy. Maybe because of the worriedness I had every month, especially when it’s time to pay the bills. Or maybe there are other reasons, I don’t know…I still want more…of life, and me.

At first I thought I wanna become a writer, coz my head is creating new story everyday with images flashes through my brain with a leading lady never had her happily ever after. But sadly I sucked at writing. Whenever I start writing the first paragraph, or the first page, I never really can continue to the next phase. So I abandon that idea, but never truly give up (I start writing this blog to ‘practice’ my writing skills, with 'very' little improvement).

I envy people with ambition and passion. Because they basically love what they are doing, no matter how hard it is. Example, those in CNN’s ‘impact your world’, full-time moms and Kevin Rose (I love this guy, I wish he marry me ;p hahahaha…kidding, it’s a joke, ignore it, it just one of my many fantasies that never going to happen). I mean, they LOVE what they do, LOVE their JOB, ENJOY the life they currently living. I envied people like that, because that’s what I endlessly looking for, to live the life to fullest with happiest even though it hard work. I remember a quote from 8TV’s ‘Fieldtrip USA’; “Work like you don’t need the money, and dance like no one watching”. I wish I can do that…someday…

I'm NOT that kind of girl!

This message is for my male's friends wives and girlfriends.

I'm a care-free person. Means I like to do what I wanna do, without anyone blocking my way and I LOOOVEEE being SINGLE. Having said that (even thought it not enough to describe the WHOLE me), I also like to hang out with my friends, especially my old high-school friends, whose been long time no see. As I mostly living far a way from my family, these friends, especially males, were my some sort of 'helper' in my life. Especially things that guys usually knows like cars or electrical or hardware or something. Besides, I can't eat lunch alone (a practice I learnt from IPD) and I easily get bored when there is no TV or internet. So ladies, if I called your husband or boyfriend to hang out or need some help, please pleaseeeeee do not be jealous of me. I'm just one of your husband/boyfriend's friends, regular friends. If your husband/boyfriend was my school-mates, then DO NOT BE JEALOUS! Our batch was soooo small, around 50, and we knows what happen to everyone...we just one of high-school friends whose have a VERY CLOSE BOND!

However, if you guyz still worried, here a suggestion for you. Meet these guys and ask them to marry me. In order

1. Takuya Kimura
2. Andy Lau
3. Kevin Rose and
   
4. Shawn Yue

Till then, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone and....I'm just not that kindda girl!

Cheers,

ASSE

PTD Assessment (PAC) Dec 2008

YES, I finally pass the PTD exam after 4^th try. When the assessment letter came, I was surprised coz this time it’s only 1 day assessment. Past PAC usually done in 2/3 days. Well I though maybe that’s a good thing, so we don’t need to run the ‘2.4 km’. Unfortunately that was not the case. PTD post this time will be offered as a contract basis, not permanent one, even you pass PAC and interview with a flying colour. You will only be offered permanent post after go through a few more evaluation, test and 6 month of Diploma Pengurusan Awam (DPA, I think???). They really make the PTD harder-to-get post, which is reasonable consider the pay and privileges the post offer.

Okay, now it’s the time for me to enlighten you with my miserable experience at PAC day. It has 3 activities all in a day. Activity 1 is a conversation or discussion in group in English. The topic for that day was about National Service, it is relevance or not? I’m good at speaking, I admit it. Because I was a tutor for 3 years and basically what I do was talk and teach every day. So I proudly admit that I spoke like a pro, except that I talked bullshit most of time that day. What I mean by bullshit is….BULLSHIT!!! I spoke and talked and talked more but no point or sense of direction what so ever. I felt like a loser but what the hell, you want me to talk, and I talk. But I do give 1 excellent point, I think...for me la...

Activity 2 also involve more talking, it’s a debate in Malay, and the title was “Working experience is more important than academic qualification”. During this session that I realize that my malay is sucked…big time! I’m a bumi, I speak malay all the time, but when it come down to proper Malay language, I failed. I still talked during the debate but with unpleasant words and even the evaluator translate some of the words for me. Seriously, I’m a shame to be Malaysian.

Now, the final activity, activity 3 is the endurance test. I admit, I’m not physically fit. Even if they still test us with the “2.4 km” run, I’m pretty sure I’m not gonna pass that. But with only a day PAC, they changed the run to 5 endurance exercise which I cannot recall the name of each exercise. Out of 5 exercise, I give up 1 and barely do the other 2.

So I'm not confident I'm going through to next round (the interview). But what the hell, at least I'd tried and had one-unforgettable experience. BTW, I'm at the airport right now, going to JB and bravely start a 'new life' there. I know maybe some of you thought I'm a fool for going through this 'master' plan, instead of staying and accept the DG41 offer. But I really want to challenge myself as I confident with myself and I can offer more to THE WORLD....cheh....

Ciao, good luck to me!!!

Generation Gap

I have 3 younger sisters and a younger brother who are still teenager. I remember back when I was in my teens, things that I like; music that I love, movies that I like and what hot and what’s not. My teens years was in the 90s, where boyband were really IN during that time; BSB, N-Sync and bunch others boyband from UK which I’m not really a FAN of. Seriously, I’m NOT INTO boyband, but you know how high school was, when everybody talks about it, praise them like GOD, you kidda…sometime…interested to know THEM. But I’m not really a fan, I just knew their songs, knew the band’s name, that’s it! I was however, into underground music at that time. My circles of friends lend me a tape of Butterfinger, OAG and even the local band that recorded their performance live (I know this because of the poor sound quality). I was also into Hong Kong movies and dramas. I don’t know why, I watch them like since...I can’t remember…maybe since TV3 is available in Sabah. Because I remember every weekday at 6pm, I was in front of TV watching TVB dramas. Or maybe before that, coz I also remember watching it at TV2, but I can’t really understand at that time what happening.

Anyway, teenagers today were more advance than us, and a lot cooler too. They have internet, computers and handphone since…I don’t know, birth! And their more expose to the outside world via TV, ehm..ASTRO. As I observe my sisters and brother, they also easily can get what they want; mainly because my parent can afford it today, and they have a lot of choices out there, they can do what the hell they want to do!

Okay, move on to the things that they like. I wonder this A LOT; what’s up with Miley thing??? I mean really, why she suddenly BIG. It turn out my sisters were crazy about her, I still don’t get it why but now I understood why she is a big star. They are also CRAZY about High School Musical; I mean HSM is their all-time fave movies trilogy. Mine was Lord of The Ring trilogy and my big bro maybe Godfather (I don’t know, I just guess). See…its generation gap thing. I believe it soon change once they enter college and university, and to the ‘young adult’ world.

What else they like…oh…my young brother love shuffle(???). At first I was confused what the hell is shuffle, all I know about shuffle is something you click to make the songs in your MP3 to go random. Hahahaha…I know it’s not funny, it’s pathetic actually to finally realize I’m no longer hip, young and dangerous (hint: HK movie). Okay, it basically a form of dancing but mainly using feet to moves. I think saw it before from one of my student assignment, but I believe you can search it at YouTube. I can’t put any link or reference coz I wrote this offline; I don’t have internet right now, why?? I live in a far far land where there is no 3G, or phone line. I can only use dial-up or GPRS but that is SUPER SLoooooW.

I think I stop now, it’s maghrib already and I running off ideas, Till next time…ciao for now.

Offline...

I'm officially jobless and broke! (That's another story...)

I also can't be reach for a while, coz now I'm living in a place with no internet connection. But you still can call or sms me la...Aku ndakla tinggal di hujung dunia, cuma you know how Sabah is, broadband is only for folks whose living in the town, not in the kampung.

I'm writing this at CC, so this is gonna be short coz I'm now 'work' as my mother driver...and my mom just called me...so ciao for now!

Life Suppose to be Simple

I wish I could write
so I can speak to you without talking
I wish I could draw
so you can see me without misunderstanding
I wish you are right there
so I don't have to running around just looking for YOU
coz Life suppose to be SIMPLE

I wish I can fly
so I can come you in a speed of light
I wish I was fair
so you can see me every day and night
I wish you can be nice
so I don't have to work so hard just to please YOU
coz Life Can be SIMPLE

Tip of Borneo

I don't know why I waited this long to go here. Maybe because I'm Sabahan, so I don't really paying attention what we have on our own backyard. When I realize I'll be leaving Sabah SOON, I know I have to fuel-up my adventurous side, and start traveling and visiting the best places we have here.

As you guyz read and saw in my blog lately, I've been going all out for couple of weeks now. Involving my self with student's project so I can have 'free' and cheap holiday, visiting Manukan Island with my x-housemate from KL (as pic from below post), and last Saturday, I pack-up my housemates and drove them to the heaven on earth, to the end of Borneo, the Tip of Borneo or we Sabahan called it Tangjung Simpang Mengayau.

Simpang Mengayau located in Kudat, the northern part of Sabah. It takes about 3 hours drive from Kota Kinabalu, less if you drive faster than me. Along the way to Kudat, you will see a lot of beautiful scenery of paddy fields, and even Mount Kinabalu as the background! Unfortunately because I was driving, I can't capture that beautiful moment. Mount Kinabalu actually can be seen aroung Kota Kinabalu, as long as the weather is clear. I saw it while on the boat ride to Manukan island 2 weeks ago. My first thought when we arrive there was this place is perfect for suicide. I hope no one actually do THAT(simpang malaikat 44), and my thought was weird sometime...or any other time. Anyway, the reason I thought that coz the tip is actually a dangerous place. The wave were strong, coming from both South China sea and the Sulu, and there are many hard big rocks surrounding the area.

The best part for me was not the Tip itself, but the beach. It actually dangerous to swim there as the wave were very strong, especially during this time of the year, the rainy season. But you can resist to put your feet under the water as the sea looks green and the white sandy beaches look sparkling from afar. With no one actually on the beaches that day make it like 'you own' the beach! However, because we didn't brought extra clothes, plus hungry and my housemates have to work at 4pm that day, we didn't spend much time on the beach. By 12, we go to Kudat town and eat lunch before we journey back home. That short little time we have was amazing, and that was I hoping to put on my mind FOREVER.

Next stop, or rather next "GOAL" (coz I'm not sure if I have the "money" to go there) is SIPADAN!!! I know, I'm tawaurian, it basically like an hour from Tawau but I never go there! This time I wanna make it happen. GOOD LUCK TO ME!