Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Remembering Her...

This is something that come out of my mind when I humming and singing about my dear bestfriend whose past away a few years ago. I still have her in my dreams, in fact I just dreamt about her yesterday. May God bless your soul and I'm really sorry for everything... I wish I could done more to comfort you....

Can you hear me, can you hear me
Can you hear me, I'm calling for you
I can hear you, I can hear you
I can hear you, you calling for me

But why, I'm crying tonight
Empty space, empty heart
No sound tonight

Please be with me
I wanna be with you
If you want to, I'll be here for you

I wanna tell you
Will you hear me
I miss you, I'm crying for you

Oh why, I'm alone tonight
Stars still bright
Wind still light
It's a lonely night

Still why, you leaving tonight
I love you
He loves you
Still alone tonight

Friday, September 19, 2008

MY BOREDOM

I felt bad doing nothing while at work, but when the internet is slow and most of my work need me to access the WWW... I just don't know what to do... So, my friends and maybe "colleagues", these what I've been doing for a couple of weeks now....

Playing childish games everyday until I was bored and "stupid' playing it

These row of games were from some of my students and my colleagues. I just finished it all in over a week (working days!!!). Civilization 4 is my old games, that I kindda forgot about it and I'm trying to get my 'groove' back by playing the hard level, but unfortunately I've never won against the comp.

Watching Heroes (s1) again!!!

My movies folder.

Watching nodame sp again! Nodame Cantabile is the best dorama I've seen so far.


I'm wasting my time watching movies and series that I've seen before and playing childish games, just because I can't enter the Internet. It show how depended we are (or I am) to the WWW that we need it 24/7 just to do our work!

Happy fasting everyone and HAVE A NICE AND WONDERFUL DAY!!!

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Escape fromHuang Shi

This is the kind of movie that I love to watch. It’s a true story from real people that inspired me to become a GOOD, kind and a useful person. I’m not afraid to cry watching this, nor am I ashamed of it. Last night, I was watching this Korean drama called “Women in the Sun” at KBS WORLD and my roomie was crying like there is no tomorrow. I was like…what THE HELL!!! That soap/melodramas kind of story is not gonna make me weep! I’m not a sensitive person; I rarely cared about anything other than my interests. You can call me selfish or anything but maybe that’s the truth, I don’t know… I don’t understand myself either.

The point is, I rarely (but still sometimes do, i.e. 1 litre of tears) cry watching a movie or drama coz I know it just part of the show; it’s not real. Maybe that’s why I love true stories (I also read and bought non-fiction books only, but I don’t read much), coz its REAL and had happen before. As long as they keep it REAL, I don’t mind a few ‘not-so-real’ scenes to spice up the story.

Okay, back to “Escape from Huang Shi”. This is a true story about a journalist named George Hogg, who’s during Japanese occupation, goes to Nanjing to get a story like any other war journalists during WW2. There, he witnessed the Japanese massacre of the Nanjing people and he snaps a few photos during that event. After he was captured by the Japanese army, and later saved by a nationalist Chinese soldier named Jack (Chow Yun Fat), he was ‘sent’ (by a nurse/doctor, Lee Pearson) to travel to a boy’s orphanage. That’s how his legacy began; he’s been taking care of these children, even though he hate it at first, for …I don’t know how long, but from unhealthy, malnutrition, uneducated, unwanted children, he literally changed them into healthy, educated young boys; even the Chinese nationalist wants them as young soldiers. In order to save them from becoming a child soldiers, he march them all to a new place, for 3 months in the winter to a new ‘heaven’ (Mongolian Desert actually) where they can start all over again but free from wars. As what usually happen to kind-hearted, heaven-like people, he died young, but he leaves a long lasting legacy that still remembered today.

However, the movie itself is not that great, it’s a good movie but not GREAT. The acting is ok, I’m not a fan of Jonathan Rhys Meyers (as George Hogg), coz he walks funny, but he’s improve a lot after ‘Bend it like Beckham’. The girl I-don’t-know her name is, played Lee Pearson (the name Lee is interesting to me as it’s like a Chinese's name), is so-so for me, not much of an impact to me. Her real life character is actually a man, which make this movie not really following the real ‘thing’- a minus there. Chow Yun Fat and Michelle Yeoh were okay, good like always even though they were the supporting character. The overall movie is actually good, as the story focus on George and the boys not the war itself. Again like I said earlier, this is a good movie but NOT the GREAT one. I've seen many GREAT, wonderful true stories movies before; trust me this still worth watching.

I’ve also watched D-War or Dragon War (back-2-back, after Escape from Huang Shi), a Korean blockbuster movie featuring Hollywood actors and sets in LA. I don’t get it why it sells big in Korea, but this movie SUCKED!!! I think if they cast Korean actors, speak Korean and shoots in Korea, this probably going to be BIG, I mean much bigger than The Host. But sadly, they use ‘the Hollywood’ thing here and it sucked big time!

So, watch Escape from Huang Shi and forget about D-War.